hellomoto

2010-07-22T22:26:00.001+08:00

i dont need a blog. though i might start a new one soon. goodbye for now :)

2010-07-09T00:12:00.003+08:00

Possession of something satisfies you, but possession alone is not enough, it must be moulded into something you are comfortable and familiar with. Why not just leave it as it is? Perfection isn't necessary. In fact, i hate perfection.

2010-05-16T00:31:00.004+08:00

Random Thoughts.
Sometimes i wish i could leave my life. but there will be many things and people i will miss.
I wish everything wasn't planned out so nicely.
its bad but i want to be irresponsible. want to be but will not be.
Yet another sappy post - *rolls eyes*
miss PL and friends
You are, the only exception.
Meowx2 is making a lot of noise
Meowx2 is on my blanket!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah.
almost 1 am
I want to kick your **. i'd better not cos my feet will stink :x) pee-you :xD
my heart doesnt stink. yours does.
I am happy with you
Im tired, maybe i am tired of life. HAha.
i read somewhere that life is a joke. why so serious? i use to think it was a dream. maybe i still do.
you will get through this even if you have to crawl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
this is full of shit retarded but you'll get through it
but dont you sometimes feel lonely in this crowded place
it must be dreams that make us different
must be private cells inside a common skull
gotta get ouside soon and spend some time with the camera
must meet friends during june holidays
you can judge me, but you dont know me at all
why not just go to sleep and pretend that its all just a dream
you're going to wake up, but in actual fact, you're still dreaming :)

2010-04-27T23:34:00.002+08:00

they're so adorableeeeeeeeeee :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) ahhh :)

tjbt won nyjc today!whooppepepepepe

"the three girls at the back ah...which class are you from??????"

-whole LT turned around to look.

...silence...

"from 04 is it???"

...silence..

"yah yes yup yes yahhhhh" -smiles widely.

background: "nooooo"

"next time move in front ok? sit with your class"

"okay!!"

our faces turned RED. hahahahhahahahaha cheap thrill.

2010-04-20T23:01:00.002+08:00

I HAD A WONDERFUL BLASTERFUL TIME TODAY
its a happy day, its a happy day. yips :D

life is great.
life is great.
life is great.
-chants.

If life seems jolly rotten
There's something you've forgotten
And that's to laugh and smile and dance and sing.
When you're feeling in the dumps
Don't be silly chumps
Just purse your lips and whistle - that's the thing.

And always look on the bright side of life.
Always look on the light side of life.
dum dum dee dee dum dum dee dee
lalallalalalalalallalalalalalalalalalalalalla~ :D

2010-04-13T21:29:00.001+08:00

where are youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

2010-04-12T23:35:00.002+08:00

I was day-dreaming yesterday.
This image popped out in my mind! i mean not the image exactly..but the colours
Its roughly the same..except there was a girl's face, made up of blue spots on a plain black canvas. Blue spots..different shades of blue.
I wish i could paint
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

2010-04-11T21:43:00.004+08:00

cant wait to get out of jc. i feel like im suffocating.

i miss :

and of course, all my 1b2, 2-4, 3b2, 4b2 friends who made life more interesting and fulfiling. :D

presenting, the calming ocean.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2010-03-21T10:29:00.003+08:00

hm.

2010-03-18T12:08:00.001+08:00

i'm just a little bit, caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is
a riddle

:D

2010-03-11T15:48:00.003+08:00

stumbled upon an old conversation with you..it made me smile (:

2010-03-11T02:24:00.000+08:00

Nights that swell like cork.
This night. A thousand.
Under a single lamplight.
In public or alone.
Very late or very early.

Something of you still taut
still tugs still pulls,
a rope that trembled
hummed between us.
Hummed, love, didn't it.
Love, how it hummed.

2010-03-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

hugs make the world go round and round /(:

2010-03-09T19:25:00.003+08:00

Unicorn Dreams

I've held you in front of blinking
manatees,
Tucked moonlight
Into secret places for you,
And together
We've seen some of the lamest
Teen comedies
Hollywood has to offer.

But you failed to see
The magic in that.

Or rather,
Failed to need
Nurturing simple gifts
The way I did

The past had you
Looking around corners
We hadn't gotten to yet

The anxiety building
Like
The gas left accidentally on
In the kitchen.

And my mouth a match
Where even the word 'love'
Caused brutal explosions

You always found
Things to fill your hands with
In public
To insist seperation

I don't know how many shirts of
mine
I've stopped wearing
Because you loved taking them off

But it is going on 15 months since
We shared a smoothie,
a couch,
a sunburn,

And it is 15 months into
Never having resolved this time
Together in our lives.

I'd email you to say wassup
And salvage any warmth between us
I could.

But this no-so-often-anymore ache
better, at least,
Than feeling lost in a conversation
With someone
I once considered home.

Beau Sia.

2010-03-04T01:19:00.003+08:00

theyre fast asleep while you're here trying to figure out what you can do and what you did wrong.
you think and think.
think till your head bursts.
think till your heart hurts.
think till your brain explodes.
think till, you realise you're thinking about nothing.
there is nothing wrong.
the only thing that is wrong, is me.

2010-03-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

dont make me sound like i am wallowing in self pity.
"Okay then don't talk. Just let things be.. Let me be sad and then move on. And then say you feel useless later when someone else or something else cheers me up for you.."
i have tried.
ask if you're okay.
ask if you need help.
bought stuff for you.
wrote notes.
made things.
made videos.
baked things.
gave hugs.
pats.
smiles.
sat beside you.
maybe its just not enough.
is there any other way?

"thanks for the note today (:" you say.
and the next day you make me feel inadequate bcos i didnt do something quite correctly.

you get my spirits so high up when you're happy about something i did,
and the next moment you're upset about something else i did not do.
am i not useless, that i can only sustain your happiness for that short while?
and when i hear you talk about others, its as if they've made you happy for the whole week.

i need some serious advice on "How to cheer people up".

2010-02-27T22:59:00.002+08:00

i think her dimples are so cute.!

ahhhh... :D

2010-02-23T20:28:00.003+08:00

i want to play this...

I loved this song. Still love it!

and if we were really meant to be

well then we just defied destiny

its not that our love died

just never really bloomed

well i can't let go

no i can't let go of you

you're holding me back without even trying to

and it might not make much sense

to you or any of my friends

but somehow still you affect the

Things i do

and you can't lose what you never had

i don't understand why i feel sad

every time i see you out with someone new

tuesdays are really really longggg and draggy...

we weren't looking forward to PE cos it was just so darn hot.

but it wasnt so bad (: did triple jumps...we should've taken a video of godwin.

he looks..just hilarious.

2010-02-21T02:02:00.002+08:00

I still think life on a farm is the best :)

2010-02-21T00:02:00.004+08:00

i dont know exactly what you have said or done but i will find out soon.
i hope a miracle happens and you will learn how to keep your mouth shut whenever appropriate and be more tactful when you speak.
instead of Protecting me, you're killing me.
no matter what i say or do, nothing ever changes and improves.
im tired of arguing and im tired of compromising.
from now on i will do whatever i please and like.
as if you care about how i feel. and as if you're very considerate abt my feelings and the feelings of the people who matter to me.
your careless words pierce like a sword.
i bet you didnt know that. and even if you did, you couldn't care less.
Beast.

2010-02-14T23:40:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year's been boring so far... i need some fun ):

Anyway, Happy Lunar New Year and Valentine's!

2010-01-27T01:47:00.003+08:00

oh, and

Some research has suggested that left-handed people die sooner--in one case, several years sooner!--than right-handed ones. Other, larger studies have found very little, if any, difference. On the other hand, it seems clear that left-handed children and adults have a greater risk of hand injury, and perhaps injury in general, because many tools (including power tools) are available only in right-handed versions

"because many tools (including power tools) are available only in right-handed versions" haha wtheck. so im guessing most of them died due to electric shock? LOL. I will not die like that.

"Other, larger studies have found very little, if any, difference." oh this is comforting.

2010-01-27T01:45:00.001+08:00

i found out that...

Among children with autism and other developmental disabilities, there is a higher proportion of left-handers than in the population as a whole.

ooh i never knew.

2010-01-26T00:15:00.002+08:00

TODAY! No, Yesterday. Its 12.15am already.
Anyway, Yesterday was exercise day. Hahaha.
Woke up at 6.30 to go jogging with sharon...-yawns.
Imagine waking up at that time everyday of my life for the next 2 years ++. Omg.
Went up to her house to get some books..cameras and score sheets. I saw Turkey in the photos she took. Nice!!!!!! Oh well, mother wants to go to japan/korea instead. Haha guess i'll have wait till i earn $$$ and get a few friends to go there with me. That'll be fun :D
So i went home..and slacked ard till i left house to meet the chalet gang at srgn gardens(:

After lunch, we left gardens and walked to debs house. Janice deborah and i played Wii while waiting for Vani-the Queen of latecomers :D and Ashley-the ultimate burper to come(:
It was hilarious.
And freaking tiring.
If you ever wanna train your arms, go buy some rabbit game from wii.
Its retarded and strangely, fun.
Haha or maybe its the company. If i were playing it alone, i'd get bored.
Anyway i took a break after a Loooooong time...and passed the remote to Ashley (:
Everyone wanted to give up their remotes LOL.
So i was just observing their reactions. Its damn funny HAHA should've taken a video of it.
Too bad Cheryl couldn't come. Hopefully we'll get tgt again..and next time, i will remember to video them. :D
The games make us look hilarious. Hhaaha.
Had to go off for training, and the rest stayed on to play some more!
Oh yeah, i think i pulled some muscle on my right arm while playing WII. Omg i am retarded. LOL it hurts like crap now.

Training was quite tiring today, but time passed really quickly (:
im happy today (:

i want some more brainless talk and fun. kinda miss 2009, it was crazy and fun. (:

2010-01-21T22:58:00.018+08:00

bad romance.
:P

taupok on me i almost died.

need hug
broken sex band :O

i really needed the toiletbowl ):

help.

HELP.
without a canwith a can! :D
fish bone hair!

adult-kid-adult

so violent with the prawn!awesome night (:

-

i dont want to argue anymore. you're tired and i'm tired. i dont want to be a burden.

i am selfish, intolerant and not good enough.

i dont want to argue anymore i dont want to argue anymore i dont want to argue anymore i dont want to argue anymore i dont want to argue anymore

2010-01-21T14:59:00.003+08:00

she tried to pull my pants down! insanneeee

2010-01-19T12:56:00.005+08:00

i love her guitar!!!

(*&*$%$#^@)(*)(^# ^$*#

her nail colours kinda nice too. i love purple!

okay. im leaving house soon to meet sharon, we're going to kai kai. Then im going to the chalet!

2010-01-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

need my capo )':

2010-01-16T15:13:00.001+08:00

haha i want to learn the violin now.

2010-01-14T13:44:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TSE TSE FLY! :D

hope you liked the hotcakes and sausage breakfast and the wallet and the tissue paper notes we left outside your house! oh and the hello kitty cake! too bad you were sleeping!!!!!! i wonder how you sleep. we made so much noise outside. you're amazing (Y)

thanks for being an awesome friend. may you always stay retarded :D i like you that way haha.

get well soon and see you on sunday :D

i think, this shall be my last post on this blog.

2010-01-08T12:16:00.001+08:00

something feels missing but i dont know what it is.

2010-01-04T09:08:00.002+08:00

Hello, 2010.
Just came back from malaysia yesterday (:
slept from 9pm till 9am.
hmm okay i've nothing much to do today..i can sit around and slack. Shiok.
omg the cat just climbed on my body :S hairy body haha
okay i gotta go pack my bag for bmt camp now. kinda stresssseddd hahaha

Shawty's like a melody in my head
That i can't keep out
Got me singin' like
Na na na na everyday
It's like my ipod stuck on replay, replay-ay-ay-ay

I can be your melody
A girl that could write you a symphony
The one that could fill your fantasies
So come baby girl let's sing with me

:D

2009-12-02T09:28:00.001+08:00

2009-12-02T09:06:00.000+08:00

(Y) party. Had looooots of fun (:

2009-12-01T00:25:00.001+08:00

TRAINING IN A FEW HOURS. die

2009-11-30T21:32:00.001+08:00

PROM NIGHT.

theres a lot more of course. im lazy to upload more now.

2009-11-30T21:25:00.002+08:00

i hope this feeling lasts forever
:D
happy happy.

2009-11-30T21:12:00.004+08:00

oh gross. my ear infection is disgusting.
:x(
i think i will DIE tomrrorororowowororooroorwoowororoworoorowwww zzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
candy shop by 50 cent is on the repeat. hahahahah this song brings back memories.
i cant wait for christmas.
i cant wait for 2009 to be over. 2010 to be over. 2011 to be over. WHOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i think im mad.
im so bored im going crazy.
anw im supp to be typing some contract shit for my mom now... to get money money money.
shiok.
aussie $$$.
shioker.

OKAY. I'd better go now.

2009-11-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

DONT FEEL LIKE GOING FOR TRAINING TOMORROW.

2009-11-30T21:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO heloo ehleww heleww
:)
:D
(:

2009-11-14T15:35:00.002+08:00

12 Nov! shopping for prom dresses day.

2009-11-14T15:08:00.004+08:00

11 NOVEMBER :)

busted our $$$ here!!!!!

Fountain!

2009-11-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hi blog, it's been a longgggg time.
I dreamt i got 24 points for o levels. Haha.
Maybe i was so speechless i couldnt wake up despite my phone ringing. I woke up at 12+ today. Gosh what a bear. *Hibernating*
Lol anyway that dream got me thinking if i should go to jc or poly or wherever.
Actually i already thought about this a long long long time ago..almost constantly. Stopped thinking cos it always ends up with me concluding that,
i dont know what i want to be or do, so i should just go to a jc..since its the quickest possible pathway for me to go to uni.

In the first place. Can i even make it to a jc --' or i'll get 20 points and just manage to scrape through.
and, am i cut out for jc.
maybe i'll just get used to the lifestyle after some time.
uh but anyway, everywhere i go i'd be meeting some obstacles..bla bla bla.

i want to try something different...............
i want to.
ah i dont know.
maybe i'll just slog my guts out for 2+ years...
then maybe i can do whatever i want with my life after that.

choices choices choices.
why do i have to choose carefully anyway. not like i'd die if i choose wrongly.
okay maybe i will..meet with an accident along the way or something. or be so stressed till i want to commit suicide.
okay no. im not so silly -_-
I shall a make a promise to myself that *I, sharmaine sie, will never never never be conquered by stress* maybe i will break down sometimes, BUT I WILL NEVER COMMIT SUICIDE.
please, there's so much more to life than just studies.
So, yes about choosing Carefully.
I think sometimes people choose so carefully they'll just go round in circles.
This cannot, that cannot. Everything also Cannot.
Of course, some paths are shorter, but not neccesarily happier.
Some are long and difficult.
I hope i wont regret.
I wont regret actually.
I wont because at the end of it all, there will always be something that is worth celebrating. People you meet, friendships forged, hard times you've been through, lessons learnt. Experiences. So many things.

Nyeh.
I have a strong feeling that i'll go crazy next year, but AH damn i gotta stop thinking that or i will really go crazy.
Thoughts become reality.
If i do, friends, please do Not send me to a mental hospital or whatever. I just need time alone :D

Talking about choices and studies and thinking about the future..
my mom was talking to me about my studies, future job.
it's so funny how she contradicts herself.
1. She tells me money is more impt than being happy.
I totally disagree. I'd rather do something i like doing my whole life for a little money. Of course, enough money to sustain my life.
If i had no passion, i'd still choose a less stressful job. I must be mad, if i choose to shorten my life for more money. (stress=loss of life)
2. And then she tells me, happiness is more impt than money.
Tell me she doesnt know what she's talking about.
3. She tells me to study when i am not studying.
4. She tells me to Stop studying when i am studying.
I am confused.
Hahahhahhaha.

Feeling quite sick thinking about choices already.
What if i stopped schooling after secondary school? :D
I'll go everywhere! I'll have fun i'll paint i'll draw i'll dance i'll sing i'll be a fool i'll be mad i'll be anything i wanna be i'll be everything i wanna be.
but where do i go after having fun eh.
hmm.
haha. maybe schooling is better..though i think, 3/4 the time i'd be cursing myself for choosing to go to school but 1/4 the time i'd be thankful that im going to school because it sets a direction for me in my life.
-balance is impt.
I'll still have fun, I'll still paint, i'll sill draw, i'll still dance, i'll still sing, i'll still be a fool, i'll still be mad, i'll still be anything and everything i want to be, whenever, whatever and wherever.

I will be happy. So will you :D
All the best to all of you friends graduating this year!
Enjoy life ;D

2009-10-30T09:56:00.001+08:00

2009-10-01T09:07:00.001+08:00

haha

2009-09-11T09:03:00.002+08:00

The Time Traveller's Wife is so sad. I'm going to read the book...after o levels.
Going to make presents for awhile (:
I have many super belated birthday presents for my dear friends. hahaha. almost a year!
thats long..and i'm not even half done with the presents. Haha.

-
Cause there's something about the way you'll love me
There's just something about the way you'll know me
That I can't explain enough

(:

2009-08-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

Something is very wrong with my blog account! I can only see what im typing, the "PUBLISH POST" button, the "SAVE NOW" button and the "Labels for this post:" box. Lol.

Watched G.I. Joe today at tampines..nice and cool ;) Although i was feeling super cold and had to hold my pee in the whole time..haha.
Left to go for dinner with family and relatives at downtown east.

-
I was so happy that you could understand. (: So Happy.

2009-07-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

huh. i cannot post any pictures :(

2009-06-29T22:16:00.001+08:00

All of these guards they stand tall and defensive.
Putting up walls around what was once innocent.
They won't let me in, but I'm stronger than that.
Because you stole my eyes and i never looked back.

(:

2009-06-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

i'm not sure if i'll make it through and graduate this year, happily.
honestly, i feel like a once rechargeable battery that cannot be recharged anymore.
hahaha.
-
Well anyway, term 3 has started!
Ashley said my hair looks lika pineapple, and ET said my hairstyle looks like a guava. ):
Whats with fruits anyway? My hair is fruity? Haha.
I was pretty tired in school today but i remembered some things like
-vanism moment.
-phyllis making her ring ring sound and her funny laughter
-ann whining. it was exceptionally loud today..its especially annoying when im trying to sleep -.-
-ashley saying that she wants to cut her hair short by this friday (OMG NOOOO I THINK YOU LOOK NICER WITH LONG HAIRRRR!!!)
-vani saying she wants to cut short hair..i tried to imagine her
-saying hi
-seeing people
-oh. turning my head to find that i was looking at the teachers butt. omg lol. its so disturbing! everytime he bends down to teach other people his butt always sticks out.
-reminding myself to not procrastinate doing my work when i get home.

okay that was the first day of school for me.

I came home, bathed, watched bleach, played piano, watched Juno and now i am blogging.
Awesome!
Have a nice day/week ahead everyone.
:D

heh.
sometimes i think its my thoughts that drive me crazy.

2009-06-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

happy 17th birthday toot.

i can't find any pictures of you,
this is the prettiest i have of you.
LOL.
HAPPY 17TH LAH.
;D
you are...
smart.
loud.
whiney.
funny.
talkative.
mean to me, sweet to others.
a big bully.
nice friend.
caring.
good person.
Ann Lim Lin.

see, one big fat post about you. :D
happy happy.
stay smiley!

2009-05-31T16:08:00.001+08:00

ming tian shi hua wen ou shui zhun kao shi
wo de xin yao tiao chu lai le :S
-ji de hu xi.

2009-05-30T13:56:00.003+08:00

... hahahahahahahahahaha

HAHAHHAHAHAHA
sick of chinese.
lol.
back to chinese.

2009-05-06T18:54:00.005+08:00

START OF MID YEAR EXAMS!
MONDAY,4TH MAY 2009 (SS and Lit paper)
The song in my head:

TUESDAY, 5TH MAY 2009 (Emath and Geog paper)
Song:

ahahha this song kept playing in my mind throughout the whole paper.
WEDNESDAY, 6TH MAY 2009 (Amath and Chem paper)
Song:

hahaha got a song every morning before the papers.
phyllis the best. She had Home by michael buble in her head during chem paper today.
she must really wanna go home -__-
it kept playing until she asked for a foolscap paper to write out the lyrics.
LOL. damn free. lol really. lol.

okay gotta go toodles :D

2009-05-02T10:37:00.003+08:00

DEB- HAHAHAHA no i don't want to be princess fiona.
Paddy- Lol! :D
Panda- haha okay, you have black eraser already lah
Melissa!- Lol freaky. I imagine you running like a chicken haha its damn funny

2009-05-02T10:36:00.002+08:00

Howdy doo.
I'm still alive, wheee.

:D

2009-04-26T23:18:00.003+08:00

i found the song i heard just now in the bookstore :D

haha. So it is by westlife. My favourite band eh, when i was very young. I used to go home after school, put in the CD into the player, turn on the tv, and start jumping around and singing (maybe screaming) Lol.

2009-04-22T22:06:00.002+08:00

..princess fiona

)':

D':

2009-04-04T22:58:00.001+08:00

Hi i am tired and exhausted and i feel like i need to let it all out but then,
i can't.
Maybe tomorrow.

2009-04-04T12:06:00.003+08:00

They probably don't know what we've been through.
GO PLBT! :D
Leaving house soon to meet up with bdiv and some juniors! Eggciting :D

2009-03-29T16:44:00.004+08:00

Starbucks parteh with vanism next next sunday, I asked her to put some reminder in her calender cos she's so forgetful. Sharmaine-Starbucks-Suntec. ha triple S date.
Can't wait. I havent been going out. What a lifeeee.
whoowww the weather is great for sleeping. sky so dark and cool and nice and shiok.
been staying at home the whole day. i'm going crazy! tomorrow i'll go to sch looking like siao char bo ;)
haha. Pong's coming soon. hope she doesn't get wet in the rain!

2009-03-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

ive seen this vid before. haha watch it/ hear it! omg..Lol.

2009-03-28T00:11:00.003+08:00

need to get out and have some fun this weekend..soon.
wtf i need to breatheeeeeee.

2009-03-27T18:35:00.002+08:00

Gotta leave soon for chinese tuition.

anw. omgosh i love the colours :D :D :D the shoes and the deck.

so red so nice whoooohoooo.

blind = fav. brand when i was a kid.

i still have the mini deck in my cupboard!

it's really mini.

hahaha it's like what, 5 cm? it's a finger deck, lol very cute.

My face is chaoda-ed/burnt, the weather is so friggin HOT D:

my skin colour currently : reddish-black.

oh and as i predicted, i've really bad muscle aches. And i discovered bruises on my body. it's everywhere, turn here got bruise turn there another bruise. SOMEONE HAS BEEN PINCHING ME, I WONDER WHO. HM.

2009-03-27T02:35:00.001+08:00

2009-03-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

Lian pork; LOL. I asked if you wanted to private it lah, i told you my friend is reading your blog and teasing me, annoying! Fine fine saya. SAYA punia ibu pangil aku. hahhaa i like to be mee sua. Nice.

tomorrow, will be my last sports day in PL! whooowww, 10 friggin years. I am so old!
Just came back from training, i'm quite sure i will get muscle aches, so old and lousy. sigghhhshghgh walao ah, play for 15 minutes only shoulder aching already... D:

anw i'm drinking old town now, i've been drinking old town white coffee and it's niceee :D heh gotta GO now and do WORK. This sucks!

2009-03-25T23:27:00.001+08:00

Taking a break from work. I only did ONE chinese compo after i came back from school (6pm)
sooo.. i started work at 10pm. from 6-10pm,, i was busy talking, eating, bathing. Good eh?

Hello friends cheer up and smile and be happy bcos,
life's not so bad. Got friends at least. Thats one thing to be happy about!
Yay ;D
(see ann i didnt say life s*cks and i just mentioned your name on my blog, im kind) haha.
always look on the brigggghhhhtttt sideeee of lifeeeeeeeeeeee
lalalalalalaallaala
okay i am mad... im really tired but then i just drank coffee so im pretty awake now.

saiya punia ibu pangil aku.
(okay i have no more grandparents. they're calling me from heaven.)
is my sentence ^ correct, ah lian?

2009-03-25T20:17:00.001+08:00

Brown is stable, reliable, and approachable. Brown is the overall color of earth and it offers a sense of orderliness. Brown offers a feeling of wholesomeness. White represents purity and cleanliness. White aids mental clarity and encourages us to clear clutter. It also enables a fresh beginning. Grey is a timeless, practical, and solid color. Grey mixes well with any color, so you are probably liked by many different kinds of people. Grey can also be associated with loss or depression. Black is authoritative and powerful, because black evokes strong emotions so much it can be overwhelming. Black is also seen as a classy or divine color because wearing it makes people look sophisticated. Black is a mysterious color and gives people a sense of potential, so you probably have a lot of that. Black is also referred to as a color that gives a 'restful emptiness' because it is incomplete but satisfied. Overall, you are a comforter, you are pure and easy going, classic and divine, but sometimes quite emotional.

inference inference. hahaha ann infer this. hahahah i dont know myself well enough lol

2009-03-23T22:29:00.002+08:00

Thank god for friends who are encouraging and for friends who always do silly things unintentionally that makes me laugh.

2009-03-23T20:16:00.003+08:00

I need my bullshit paper bag now.
everything is bullshit!
OMG -Hyperventilates.

sing sing sing
you make me wanna by Blues!

i will change it to, you make me wanna +o(

2009-03-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

Reminder to self :
-Do nyaa booklet by this week.
-Collect $$$ for methodist walk card by this week.
-Do chemistry homework (Speed of reaction!) importanttt
-Revise Biology (Reproduction in plants!) importanttt
-Do maths imporatanttt
-Study geog importanttt
-Study chinese everyday super. importantttt
-Get a black ring file for Lit and study for the quiz this wednesday. importanttt
-Do 14 short summaries from Broader Perspectives by TOMORROW.
very good so everything is important and i only have 24 hours a day.
Bloody tired. I did 14 chinese comprehensions yesterday (evening & night)
and 5 zong he tian kong's, the fill in the blanks kind.
studied a little bit of chinese in the morning! haha wow. Whole day looking at chinese words.
"...hui beng kui ..."
Sharmaine beng kui? hahaha never. still strong and alive and kickin butts.
And now i have to do 14 summaries. That is it, I cannot sleep again tonight.
School was alright, my no appetite thingum is back again.
Seeing homework, thinking about work, thinking. Thinking about things makes me not want to eat. What the heck.

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edit-
whole lot of shit saved.

2009-03-23T00:33:00.002+08:00

it's scars, not scares (haha muasa!)

Smile, spread some joy. [:

2009-03-22T23:11:00.003+08:00

Its 11:11pm, make a wish. (Does it even work, making wishes?)
School starts in a few hours time.
Well. Today, is the day after a very extremely long time since i've dreamt of something Nice.
I hope i dream of smtn nice today too, because i want to and because tomorrow is the start of school and i need something to make me Happier!
ET wants to go to a ___ ____ when she turns 18. So, i will go with her,
I just saved our convo, she saved it as "open this convo in 2011" and i saved it as "OPEN THIS CONVO AGAIN WHEN ET TURNS 18"
I look forward to that day. Muahaha :)

That's it! Go on a diet, im not even exercising now, i feel like a pig!
stupid feet stupid muscle tear at a stupid time.
(Y) Bagus timing.

"You have her father's love, Demetrius - Let me have Hermia's. Do you marry him." -Lysander.
hahaha HA spite him.
"Tarry, rash wanton! Am i not thy lord?" -Theseus.
First time i read it i didn't know what wanton was. hahaha. Dumplings?

Start studying for mye tomorrow.
Have a nice day. Week. Month. Term. Year.

2009-03-22T13:48:00.002+08:00

Lian Pork: relinked. eh your new link v long.. i cannot remember! D:

ET: hello! haha (:

Padsypong: LOL. im not creepy shit you toot! hahaha :D

2009-03-22T13:35:00.002+08:00

i dont want to go back to school, haizxz.
...............................................................................
i cannot wait. for the end. of. o levels.
i. am. feeling. depressed.
here. i love this face.
+o(
and this,
8o
my fav faces: +o( ... 8o ...

2009-03-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

you're studying now. hahaha anyway

CHEER UP, I LOVE YOU :D

night! ;)

2009-03-19T21:25:00.002+08:00

Bisexual/ Hermaphrodite flower : Both stamens and pistils.
Unisexual flower : Either stamens or pistils.
MONOecious : Both female and male unisexual flowers on the same plant.
DIecious: Male and female flowers on seperate plants.

i love plants and i am going to observe them every single day, in detail.
Interesting. HM.

2009-03-15T21:53:00.004+08:00

hellooooo my blog is dead? I just updated a few days ago!
tsk.
okay fine. update. today. :)
I watched a movie, omg finally. last chance harvey
hahaha at shaw house balestier. Both of us have never been there before lol, its so empty and ulu and Cold and we were freezing. :D lucky she had her jacket.
omg and on the way there i saw an accident. omg so bloody..the blood is like. Red. Bright red, still fresh eh. Hm. I think a cyclist got knocked down or smtn. :O
so from balestier - ttsh (had to go hospital to check her brain...hm. mental case! lol. kidding, we just passed by ttsh) - novena - raffles place - ??? - esplanade.

Thanks for spending sunday afternoon with me :D
you just made my week! :) my week leh!
can't wait to hang out again love you padsypong hahaha

2009-03-13T14:12:00.001+08:00

im very tired. ):
be happy :) :) :)
smileys :) everyone.

2009-03-12T21:03:00.001+08:00

I feel.. like i can't. Breathe.
:D here a v cute video. ahaha

lol.
I will surviveeeeeeeeeeeee hahahaa so cute the turkey

2009-03-12T19:49:00.002+08:00

Hello.
My modem is finally fixed.
Talking to vanism online now. aw someone's going to ns haha poor vani. Its okay you still have me, i will try to make your life less miserable. Lol.

sriya says:
lol u very bull shit leh!! mad ah?? call "xxx"
sriya says:
later my mum cut hair again
.
.
.

(sn) says:
LOL just cut until very short. you tell her she cut shorter you become boy
.
.
.

sriya says:
YEAYEA i wanna become bung!!!
sriya says:
cool man!!
(sn) says:
!?!?!?
omg i will just imagine her with a wig.
omgosh and i broke her auntie hair clip today. reminder: buy a new auntie hair clip for vani.
oh i just found my primary school ez link card. Lol. Mushroom hair. shiok hahaha.

tomorrow, sec 4s can leave school at 10.30 whoopeeeee
so i am now taking a break from homework and work and stuff
i feel so shitty, im having a stiff neck i have blocked/runny nose and my feet is not getting any better its getting worst. AHZAHHH!!!!!! D:
thank god the fever didnt come back again during pilot pen yst.
haha body temperature was crazy
38.7 > 38 > 38.9 then 37.5... thought i was normal again
next morning wake up... 38.9
-______- haha.
I lost to mong chin still anyway.

the march holidays are coming soon!
so many things to do. hm.

2009-03-04T19:24:00.002+08:00

hello world.
I haven't updated. Life is pretty much the same, i'm about the same, and
i feel almost the same - dead.
:D but its okay. just a feeling, i'm still alive and kickin. hee :D
nationals are starting soon!!!
i hope my ankle/feet/ whatever heals faster. Its hurting like a beech and i don't know whats wrong with it, no visible injuries tsk.
omg chemistry just came to my mind, no visible reaction. I'm going mad.
I'm talking to lian pork now...she's so annoying! SOOOOO ANNOYING. I hope you see this lian pork! :D
Ha. So im just thinking if i should go for training tomorrow. I can either, go for training, or go see a doctor. I want to go for training cos i havent played in super long, i miss badminton omg LOL. but my feet is being a beech. Perfect timing.
I am a monster. Stay away from me. Roar.

2009-03-03T22:30:00.003+08:00

ayeeeeee hayyyyyyyyd skooooooooooo.

2009-03-01T12:11:00.002+08:00

doing holocaust project now. Sigh. I wish i was a hawaii now. How relaxing.

2009-02-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

Untouchable like

A distant diamond sky

2009-02-21T02:05:00.001+08:00

sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep. sleep. SLEEP SHARM SLEEP. haha i am mad.
ah.
can't sleep.
okay. turn off computer..maybe that will help. good morning.

2009-02-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

...
i wish to be invinsible now
...

2009-02-08T20:27:00.002+08:00

I wanna skateeee. The skateboards been sitting there, and im lookin at it. So tempting. ha.
But i can't, i'm so clumsy sure break bones. Hah. Think i'll do it after comps. or the major exams. i can't wait. Life is so Boring, see: School, Training, Tuition, School, Training, Tuition... SCHOOL TRAINING TUITION. hahah it takes up about 3/4 of my life now, i'm getting bored of this routine.

Laughing should make life more lively, but sadly nothing makes me wanna laugh now.
School. School is just school.
At -

nevermind. Goodbye, goodnight.

I want to be able to do this it looks so fun.

2009-02-05T23:31:00.003+08:00

To friends and everyone who feels extremely tired and zonked out:

Don't give up! :)

i'm sorry, not good with words. Think that is the best thing i can say now..my brain is kinda soaked up with math and.. yea math.

Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional. ;)

2009-01-26T05:15:00.001+08:00

HAPPY CNY!
:D
i didnt eat yu sheng today :( maybe later.. at my aunts hse!
lalalalalalalallalalala
happy cny. happy cny. happy cny.

2009-01-24T01:57:00.003+08:00

AHAHAA HAMMOCK IN THE HOTEL MAN. I WANT, IN MY ROOM. shiok ah.

hahah revenge for taking picture of me while im slping.

super strong wind. woo. hair like porcupine. Lol.

k its 2.30 in the morning. Im going to sleep now and ignore my grumbling stomach. :D nighttt

2009-01-20T01:15:00.002+08:00

taiwannnnnn. okay other pictures another time. only 5 pictures for now, feel quite tired and sleepy.

in some museum.

i was inside a whale's body!

haha playground in the museum.

and beautiful sunset.

some shooting game along the road. they had these things everywhr so i decided to try playing

facing the pacific ocean! couldve been blown away the wind was quite strong. haha.

2009-01-20T00:33:00.003+08:00

Here, i finally thought of my new years resolution. Its a bit late but anyway
1. Grow 3 cm taller!
im going to skip every day, starting this wednesday
hahaaaahaha
bye suckassss

2009-01-19T00:40:00.001+08:00

inadequate.

2009-01-11T10:17:00.003+08:00

2009-01-07T03:40:00.003+08:00

hello. Its 345am now, i think. Few hours before i've to wake up for school!
I was feeling quite tired aft trng today, but when i thought about homework i woke up immediately. hahaha.
:D
Luckily, there's no trng tmr.. but there is math tuition. LOL. I better not feel sleepy.
Anw, vani said she'd be staying up but she couldn't take it and went to slp at 11pm. wtheck leave me alone. Okay there was ashley but i dont know whr she went also. And ann just disappeared and went offline.
:(

haha ohwell the last classmate i saw ol in my class was et.
ok im going to slp. BYEEEE

2009-01-05T21:54:00.003+08:00

oh yeah oh YeAhyesssssssssssssssssssssss done with chinese compo yeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh

:D
nehnehnehnehnehhhh
okay need to sleep soon, i don't want eye bags amd pimples.
night suckas

2009-01-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

First day of school today, for me.
Taiwan was enjoyable :) weather was extremely unpredictable. Lol was freezing cos i only wore ONE layer of shirt when i was up in the MOUNTAINS. my god. HAHAHA so smart.
(Pictures another day.) i am so extremely sad and.. yea sad. My camera lens BROKE, because my stupid old bad's strap broke off and my whole bag just drop. I almost died.
Okay but anw, look on the bright side... i'll have an excuse to buy nicer, new lens. hahaha ;D
Okay i am procrastinating, i don't want to do chinese compo. The topics all so sucky and gross, so cheesy. ew.
Awesome. I think i just told my mom i want to go back for chinese tuition. Lol. Anyway, i haven't seen frances for quite long.. i want to go back and see her. HAHA i sound like im going back just to see her. Well im not. I need chi tuition. Torture starts now.

Oh yea and... happy new year! I can't wait for year 2010. Seems like a nice number to me.
Bye

2008-12-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

i am leaving todayyy, gonna countdown to year 2009 in China. Interesting.
Well. Maybe 2009 is gonna be interesting.
2008s been fine.
This nov/dec holiday has been great. Guess its gonna be a long time till i have this much fun again.
but thanks, to all those who spent time with me this holiday.
Its really been great. I didn't want to spend this whole holiday studying, cos i guess its the last holiday till after O's, that i can really just, keep playing everyday.
School is starting soon... i should start revising my work too and start training my stamina.
Or i'm really gonna die.

DIE. DIE. DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
-shoots heads

2008-12-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

merry christmas :D

watched bolt and prince caspian today :D

I thought bolt was showing at marina square at 11 am.. but turns out bolts not showing there anymore.. haha.

So we walked to suntec.. and then to city link, to mrt, to dhoby ghaut, to watch bolt.

HAHAHAHAHA burn fatssssss.

talking about weight, i think my hair weighed 2 kgs before i cut it off cos apparently i lost 2 kgs.

Must be the hair... HAHAHAHA.

Ah feels good with short hair now ;D

10 days ago. wah. like quite long leh, but its just almost a week ago.

commonwealth essay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!